not goodbye

i hope this January 1st can repeat itself.

and did i say i believe in second chances?


ah. i did.



thanks for being with me, 2009.
i have much more in store for your successor.
and much more still that i don't yet know... XD

lotsa love,

-ilie-

broken angel

i will never stop crying.

a kaleidoscope of you

...those interesting patterns you see
are mere reflections of what used to be...

"who can dictate your life, but you?"

...and when those colours, patterns and shapes
are only faded beads, pebbles and slates...

"kau ada masalah psikologi, hoy"

...it could split into two
and leave nothing but gloom...

"kitorang taknak kau diverge jauh sangat, tu je"

...or you could look the other way
and show new shapes that are fake...

"inilah ilie yang aku kenal"

...you claw through your past, trying to take it all back
when the patterns are isolated and the background, solid black...

original sin..

A dream will fly
The moment that you open up your eyes
A dream is just a riddle
Ghosts from every corner of your life

Up in the balcony
All the Romeos are bleeding for your hand
Blowing theater kisses
Reciting lines they don't understand

permintaan hati

^_^

cuma mahukan lebih dari segalanya.

dan juga menjadi lebih dari segalanya.

tidak perlu gula (gula) untuk hidup, berharap satu sudah mencukupi.

kerana kadangkala masih berasa susah hati.



~~tidak mahu sesiapa berada setaraf denganku, mahu padang rumput berpohon satu itu kekal seperti dulu~~