remember the uncertainties i had before? which seems like ages ago. sometimes it all comes back to me.
decisions i've made were never regretted, no matter how much second thoughts i might have. for after i decide something, the way ahead is not always clear, but the certainty is i only have that way to go. ahead. i don't need to look back, i don't even want to.
'taknak g jumpe dia ke?'
"ish..taknak..aku segan ngan dia..."
'alaa, sue ok. dia rilek je la. ko stil rase bersalah?'
"ya..even dah lebih setahun pun.."
...taking me out of the certainties of turmoil, and putting me into a turmoil of uncertainties...
(reminder: jgn panggil saye 'sue' lagi, okeh. hee.)
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[upbeat]
okay, when did i stop writing? tengoklah skarang dah tahpape je style of writing sume mcm gila. watever.
temporary working place - since interview, training, until now. everything n everyone is really cool n fun! want to include pics, tapi encik fotografer blum bagi cd lagik. tghari smlm kita dah jumpe kot? *dush*
permanent working place - haha. kept me busy, kept me sane. the workplace above did a great job to keep me insane. learned a lot, love it all.
dwelling place - a few entertainment stuff have been added! courtesy of idan. thanx bro. okey so now sape nk lawan guitar heroes? jom.
after this? it's graduation time!
so there. camni da kire apdet kan? sory lah gaya penulisan yang kelam-kabut. sukehati lah. oke bubye.
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dengan orang lain, superficial. shallow. with you it's profound. it's deep. it's different.
jom lawan guitar heroes!!
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