contradicting theory

yes but no.
i can't but i will.
maybe...definitely!

familiar? some people call it 'indecisive'. i prefer 'contradicting',
which defines me somehow.

im a lefty,but mostly i use my right hand to do stuff.
examples:-
[badminton] i can only serve with my left hand, but i can hit with both.
[bowling] i can do better with my right hand. (kalo gune kiri die slalu masok longkang)
[cooking] i can only handle knives with my left hand, others with the right.
[toothbrush] when i was younger, i use my left hand. but now i use the right. (lepas dokte gigi dan nurse dtg skolah rendah n sruh kite gosok gigi ramai2. die mrh sbb pgg berus gigi gune tgn kiri.tuka tgn, abes melecet. huyh.)
[mouse] well, seeing that it is placed on the right side of the pc, even though we can change the settings, we lefties kinda have to adapt to it. so, right wins.

verbal is my weakest skill.
which explains:-
>why i love to read and write more than talk
>i usually keep quiet when im with friends
>i hate public speaking

but contradicts with:-
>im studying interpreting. which means i make a living out of talking and im actually enjoying it
>i hate being alone, i love hanging out with friends...but im quiet most of the time.
>er...ALL of my classes require public speaking. all the time.

i would really like to list down all of the contradictions but i will only end up getting more confused. hehe. so just a few examples for something to think about.

this is me.