update blog or update myself?

yes, i'm busy.
yes, my health is not very good (ekon. panas. ekon. panas. awan kat penang x reti ujan ke? *batuk batuk*)
yes, i've done a lot of things and encountered many occasions worthy to be put into the blog.
yes, my legs hurt from all the dancing.
yes, i'm a bit crazy right now.

but NO...

no, it's not like i don't have any free time at all.
no, i'm not bedridden. i can still go to places and do everything i need to do.
no, i don't feel like putting everything here. i want to keep those stories all to myself.
no, i don't hate dancing. i love it. (lagipun last year boleh je survive 3,4 performances in two months.malulah kalo this year takleh.)
no, i don't mind being this crazy.

saya tak pasti, saya keliru, saya tak mahu!!
tapi saya suka kamu.

yes. that's how crazy i am.
but no. tolong jangan layan kegilaan itu.

thank you.