The Deep End

im not good at estimating distance. or for this matter, depth.
that explains why i usually found myself at the deep end of the swimming pool without realizing it.
only that happened when i was younger, as opposed to now, when im better at evaluating a situation and weighing the pros and cons of my decisions, in and out of water.
however, i am human. no matter how i try to choose the right thing, i still make mistakes once in a while. im uncertain of my decisions, most of the time.
but i do things my way. i don't really care what will happen as long as it doesn't hurt anyone else but me.
i don't care if it's too fast, too soon. so instead of estimating the depths in this particular relationship, im just going with my instincts.

and i don't care whether i should just wade in the shallow part for now ... or dive straight into the deep end.


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