i am perfectly unperfect.

there was once when i thought showing off your love is wrong.

there was once when i thought not showing off your love is wrong.

but i see things being done, everyday, and people usually do what they preach not to.
i've seen a lot yet i haven't seen everything.
i experienced a lot yet i learned nothing.
selfishly i will say, yeah but everyone else learned something.
i learned stuff too but im too proud to admit.
i want to be seen as cool yet sometimes i received the opposite.
i wanted to be seen as in love yet sometimes it was ridiculed.
there's a lot that i want yet i didn't think of what you want.
there's a lot that i've done but maybe i was required to do something more.
there's a lot that i've received and i appreciate all of it...but maybe i didn't show it.
for fear of rejection or ignorance.
as usual.

i hurt people around me especially the ones i love the most.
and everything i do will only make it worse.
but i'll do it anyway ^_^

i am imperfect, i always will be.