18 minit selepas kisahdewadewi

ain't it funny how young lovers start as friends?

okay, tak. itu saje je untuk starting yang kononnya retorik dan cuba menarik perhatian....siapa?

do i still have any more readers?
komen daripada yang paling diingini pun tiada selalunya.

but hey.
ini kisah hidup yang dah lama tak diceritakan dengan nada colloquial, sebab mungkin selama ni blog ini kaku. biarlah. ini cerita.

pagi yang bangun awal memang best. sebab by 9 or 10, you've accomplished so much and it's still early.
mahu pulang dan menggembirakan orang, pulang dan bring breakfast or brunch or something untuk orang sebab sendiri pun takmakan lagi tapi bila orang enggan, takpelah.

but i have a problem with letting go lah.

patutnye i just say okay, no biggie. move on. wheee.

but noooo. i just have to be like this kan. this is who i am kan.
if people can accept others why can't they accept me.
even when i know i am far better than them.

wait.

who am i to say im better than anyone?

okay takpe.

and so, i can do that.
not imposing rules or whatever (have i ever imposed anything before? huh.)
and letting things be.

and letting orang be happy on their own.

and sometimes let them make me happy for a change.

if people can datang surprise me at home, jom pergi sini, jom buat ini, saya akan gembira.
doesn't take much to make me happy. but still.
susah je.

yeah, it's always me me me.

takpelah. happy saturday, peeps.


i go bring all this energy elsewhere. (or ada tak word 'elsewho'? ekeke)