rupanya...

...aku yang menyibuk selama ni.




how many times pilihan terpaksa dibuat? untuk dikejar, dikendong, atau mungkin berciciran.



i didn't know. i didn't know i didn't know i didn't know.



i messed up. big time.


"i love, but i also hurt."



i feel very defeated. semua tuduhan itu, yes i'm guilty as charged.
defeated. sangat.
hilang, dah takde rasa apa2, no more anger hatred jealousy frustration disappointment. i leave only love. i never doubted that, i know it is deep, thank you. appreciate it very much.

i accept everything.


if people ask me not to feel, i will not feel.


this is a clean slate.




saya duduk diam-diam kat sini tak kacau orang, okay.

/end.